momma diary 1

I'm not even gonna try.

I gave birth to an 8.9lbs baby girl February of 2012. To say that my life has changed is an understatement.

It's true when they say, it's LOVE like no other.

I look at her sleep and tell myself, how come I deserved this? This little tigress who wants no one but me. Imagine the happiness when she was finally able to call me "MOM".

And the delight in my eyes, whenever I speak of her.

If you're pregnant and reading this, or about to, or you have one or two or four already...Cheers! You're one hella of a woman.

I'm still learning everyday. Learning from her mostly. Trying so hard because she deserves nothing but the BEST. (so future suitor/boyfriend, make sure you are ready to meet her MOM!)

I broke down once in front of her, and she calmly held me, and softly said, "don't cry mom, it's ok". Yah, those were the wise words of my 3 year-old. And those words reassured me that I'm doing well as a parent.

You'll lose patience, you will also ask WHY this is happening to me, all I want is to be a good mother. That's also when you will realize not to be hard on yourself, you could be worse but hey you're not! haha

There are also LAZY days, and it's ok. You're human.

But my most favorite is when it's just the two of you, about to go to sleep, and she squishes to be close to you and holds your face with her tiny hands and says, "just me and mom".

No matter how many tantrums and NO yells she has thrown, she remains to be your baby.

Always.